I just returned from the library where I was tutoring NJ. I have a feeling there is a physics exam tomorrow, but then again there’s a possibility that it’s on Thursday. I just have to take that chance and say it’s Thursday. — This way I can update my MP3, my blog, and find a few more albums to DL. I should at least update my note card for the exam.
I found a new method of teaching NJ, and he likes it, thank goodness. I had a good time tonight, only us two at the table (usually only us 2 when tutoring), even when we finished. Eric was over at a table with plugs for his laptop. I think I mislead Eric Saturday night. ~.~ Julia txtd him and I said she likes him. I haven’t a clue why I did that. Maybe a part of me wanted him to get close with other girls, or maybe I was just tired of all his Jonghwan-ness and needed to share it with others… ? bahahaha, right~~
BACK ON TRACK, I gotta say, I’m connecting with my new Korean friends on a totally different level than any other international friends I’ve made thus far. I heard some things about a boy and girl that I could have gone without knowing. He made her cry. And he told me like it wasn’t a big deal. Why would he do that? Maybe he’s comfortable with me. Any-who, yeoja has a boyfriend back home, and I guess the gist of it is that namja made her cheat. o.O AND THEN she was crying today because of it. “Why did you do it?” I ask, “I wanted her to feel pleasure,” he says. His English isn’t something to brag about, but with that sentence, I understood. *Shock* I have a different angle of namja now, He says he doesn’t have a girlfriend, and I’m a little happy; I wonder if he would have told his girlfriend if he had one? because I KNOW that he still would have done it, so it saved an innocent girl in Korea some tears.
choi=right, young=left
SPEAKING OF KOREANS. I have this school girl crush on one of the guys. I never get to talk to him though!! Today he was in the library, which is out of the ordinary. I sat across from him for a few minutes (*Giggles*) while he was visiting with NJ, and I Eric. He kept looking over at me (peripherals is an amazing tool!) between talking and listening. (I’m smiling SOOOO big atm!) This is the Korean guy that I first noticed on campus. I saw him outside a lot in the beginning, then I was able to bump into him, he’s tall! Maybe a few cm more than NJ (?) who is 180cm. Even if I can never talk to him again, I’m so happy that I at least talked with him once.
- I’m pretty sure I told everyone about this soon after it happened. I was in the Center and he and Young walked by. *Sigh* Perfect. thinking of how he nudged my arm reminds me of when I felt up that Japanese guy’s arm at the Anime convention a few summers ago, rofl. I get the feeling that he has something wrong with him, so he won’t work properly, like a lisp, or is gay (I know, totally random!). Oh how I wish we we’re on a talking basis! But we’re only on a nod-smile-and-say-hello-basis, there’s also the “see you” we exchanged today. LMAO. I’m totally all over this guy! what’s wrong with me! HE DOESN’T EVEN TALK! — I don’t know what it is, I’m just attracted to him. HHAAAA~~~
MOVING ON before I give myself a heart attack. I guess I can jump back to the Jonghwan issues. Eric stayed the night Friday because I’m the nicest friend he has, no -just kidding. He came back a few days before dorms opened up, so I let him stay. Anyways, We talked about -scratch that- he talked about so many different things, his sister, his sister’s issues, his family, even his medical conditions. I think I was able to get a few “ahh”, “Really?” and “I see” on each subject. Then it was time for bulgogi! It was a new experience. I think we made something similar to a bulgogi and stir-fry love-child. There was cabbage peppers onions and carrots. bahaha, it was fun though. It looked like Eric never cooked a day before in his life because the way he was cutting the veggies. Made enough for the two of us. After dinner he DLed some more movies, I think he got “Legion” and “Case 39″. Wow this guy; Now, by this time I’ve been thinking how to bring up my topic and honestly I just couldn’t see an opening! past the movie, we wanted to watch another but couldn’t agree on which one, so he said just sleep. (=D lol) Now, I’m a pretty nice person when it comes to requests, he asked to sleep on my floor, so I let him. Last time he stayed the night, he just about froze! and the thermostat was at 75! I bet he has poor circulation -he should exercise. I couldn’t actually sleep until he decided to stop talking, which took about 25 minutes from the time I laid down. Eric was quiet, he wasn’t doing homework, he wasn’t mad at me, and he wasn’t going anywhere. NOW’S MY CHANCE! I thought. In the end I fell asleep before I could ask. I don’t know why I kept quiet. Maybe I didn’t want to know his answers.
- I did text him the next day(Sat) though; asked him if he had a gf in Korea. I did not hear a word from him till today (Mon). I guess that’s a yes? Otherwise he’s thinking I want to be that person. Whatever it was, he was looking at me differently this afternoon. I didn’t notice it later in the evening because I was with NJ the whole time, but I bet it would have still been there. (uh-oh~)
JUMPING AGAIN. this time to the future~ O.O since I’m a member of SIFE now, I need to volunteer for events and such. As a result, I’m going to Minnesota for the regional competition; I don’t really understand what happens there, or what we need to do. But I get to run the power point! Nice~
I actually saw Choi around more after that day. I got the feeling that he was gay~ ?? Maybe it’s just me.. gawsh I really hope that he wasn’t! ~.~ *Whine*